Sometimes it's harder when you have to speak. I thought I was done in the practise room, done crying while playing all the songs again. I really thought I was done, and that it was over. Turns out it's not. Thinking about it hurts, but saying it out loud feels worse. The words get all choked up, and it hurts at the throat. My chest felt like there were a hundred rocks stacked up on it.
I may have failed this time, but I won't give up. I'll be back, with better results. This is a promise to myself.
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