2013

  2013 has been fairly good to me so far. No major problems and stuffs YET.

  On 25th January 2013, I turned 19. Few days before that, I was having a conversation with my friend about growing up when we both mentioned that this would be my last year as a teenager. Then we moved on to how grown up we should be and how we should act appropriately to our age. I started joking that I should be more mature and stop talking like some kid, so I tried. It was a failed attempt. I couldn't even get through the first 10 seconds without laughing like a hyena. Pfft. Anyway, growing up doesn't mean I can't have fun like kids do. When I hit the big two-oh, I'm still gonna be the same old *ahem, young* me. Going from 18 to 19 hasn't had much difference in me so far, though I dread answering questions regarding my age. I think I'm starting to understand why ladies who are 20 and above refuse to tell you their age now. And to think that I actually scoffed that their ridiculousness hah. Now it's happening to me. It's karma I tell you, KARMA! Sighs...

  SO, back to the main point (was there a main point actually?). I went out with Meera on my birthday for lunch and some shopping at Sunway. Meera wanted to watch Hansel and Gretel but there wasn't enough time, so we just kinda walked around. When we came home, I thought that my mum had put up the CNY decorations cause when I opened the door slightly there were lights. Then, SURPRISE. My friends were there with cupcakes and relighting candles, waiting for me. I was so touched that I actually teared a little (thank goodness the lights were off so no one saw it hahah). I just kept asking who else knew and how long did they know bout this. Apparently everyone knows about it except for me. HMPH. But, oh well, surprise is surprise. I didn't even suspect anything so I guess everyone can be part-time actors if there's any hiring hahah. I had a really great time that night with all of them. They even filled my room with pink and blue balloons. And there were notes stuck to the balloons which I had to reassemble to make into proper sentences *speech*. Life's great with friends around.

from left: Hui Sze, Meera, Shao Jun, See Yeng, Yi Shuen, me, Chiao Yun, Mabel

  Back to college. Things are still going quite well for now. I just remembered a few days ago that we had an assignment due after CNY, and I still haven't started on it yet. So, yeah. CNY ruined ughh. I have really little classes in school now, which is kinda a good thing. But I feel sad sometimes cause I don't get to see my friends so often anymore. First sem was the most hectic of all, but it was also the semester that I met my friends, spent time with them and grew closer. Now, sure, I don't have many classes to attend, but I really miss the times spent with those people. Before this, waiting for choir to start was so much fun. Now, it's just really sad. Also because some of my friends are in other choirs now. SOBS. I really miss those times now.  =(
































"When the night draws its curtains across the sky
I'll lay right here and say your name before I close my eyes
Replay the words you said today
Replay your jokes that made my day
I'll play them all again until I close my eyes
They become a lullaby
Your lullaby"