The past few weeks had been really hectic for me. So many assignments going on at the same time along with tests. Even now I still have a few assignments left but I'm just stuck so I'm gonna let it rest for a while. I've been so busy with school stuffs that I didn't really have time to read the news paper. Most of the time I just listen to the news on the radio while driving sighs. Sometimes I get so stressed up I feel like I might just explode anytime. I'm like a walking time bomb stuck to the back of a balloon so sensitive that even the slightest touch could make me blow.

  Apart from that, my mind is a total mess when it comes to emotions. I feel confused sometimes, or most of the time. How, and when, did I fall so deeply? I don't think I've ever felt this way for anyone for so long. Most of the time they're just really short feelings that goes away after a while. But this, it's different. And no, it's not some sweet love story where the other person feels the same way too and decides to take the first step so everyone ends up living happily ever after. No. I'm hundred percent sure that this is just a one-way thing. Wait, make it two hundred percent. That's how sure I am. It's amazing how stubborn my heart is (and I thought my brain was stubborn) sometimes. No matter how many times I tell myself that nothing will ever come out of this, stupid heart just doesn't understand. It's probably high on love drugs or something wtf.