SPM
That's probably the only thing that's keeping me alive now. Do note that it's not because I'm in love with exams or that my mental state has deteriorated. It's merely because I did not work so hard just to miss THE exam that has taken its toll on my mental health. Never in my life have I ever felt so stressed. And to be honest, I've never studied this hard before. Never. Truth is, I was never that hardworking student who finishes every single homework and studies through the night. From what I remembered, I was the kind who fools around all day. The type of student that doesn't give a damn about exams. Besides memorising certain stuff like the schools' vision and mission during primary, I never really studied for any exam. Come to think of it, it's a wonder that I ended my primary studies with rather good grades. I guess miracles do happen. Up til form 3, The one subject that I focused on was geography, cause I sucked in it. And I guess studying does help, since I did improve in Geo and did quite well for PMR.
But seriously, if any martians out there try to kidnap me and stop me from taking SPM, I'd taekwondo/karate/judo chop them to pieces. I might sound crazy, but it's just not worth missing the exam after years of preparation. Fail or not, I don't really care. I just remembered, why am I even talking about this anyway? I hate SPM, because it's annoying and stupid to me. Still, whatever. I don't even know what I'm saying. Screw it.
Anyway, today's the 1st of November. Which means SPM starts in less than 2 weeks. I seriously don't know how I'm gonna pass this time. Someone slap me please.
-Nic-
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